2 Results for tag: grief

Surrender

  I have spent most of the past several months going back and forth between surrender and pissed off in the grief cycle.  I'm sure this is normal, whatever that means.  In my life I have a pattern of getting upset because things don't go the way I plan, curse either to myself or out loud, then realize at some point that I'm ... More

Wrestling Alligators and My Cancer Posse

  I'm very unsettled today.  I did the bloodwork that I was supposed to do Friday in Rockport but didn't.  Long story - I went to the lab and it didn't work out.  We'll leave it at that.  I found myself hugging the wall of the elevator of the oncologist's building, trying to make myself one with it so that when the doors ... More